I remember the first time I saw [Name] and the way her [h/c] hair flowed around her as she killed titans. In that moment she was the picture of beauty. I thought about her every day until I saw her again. The next time I saw her she was a new recruit; when I saw her in the crowd I had very mixed feelings. I didn’t want her to join because of the fact she would most likely die, but I wanted her to join so I could be with her.
I watched Erwin give his speech and saw most of the recruits leave, scared of what Erwin had said. Once all those who were scared had left, I looked to see who remained and, to my surprise there were a few left. [Name] was there slightly shaken, but still standing strong. A frown graced my lips as I saw a tear escape her [h/c] orbs. I wanted to go down there and comfort her. I wanted to tell [Name] that I loved her and that everything would be fine.
“Very well!” Erwin yelled as he saluted.”I welcome the newest members of the Survey Corps! This is my real salute! Devote your hearts to the cause!”
“Yes sir!!” The recruits responded most had tears rolling down their cheeks.
[Name]’s soft [s/t] face had a look of fear on it as she whispered something to the boy standing next to her. When they finally dismissed the cadets I saw [Name] walk towards the boy she had talked to. They began talking about something that I couldn’t hear from where I was standing. I began to walk towards them t hear what they were talking about.
“Jean, I-I don’t know if I can do this..” An angelic voice wept.
“It’ll be fine, [Name]… Even though Marco’s gone we’ll always have each other.” He softly said.
The boy pulled MY love in for a kiss. I felt a growl leave my lips when she kissed back. A mixture of jealousy and hatred bubbled up inside of me. I finally decided to take action.
“CADETS!”I grumbled angrily.
They quickly pulled apart and faced me. [Name]’s eyes widened and she bowed deeply.
“I’m sorry, sir.” She said quietly.
“It’s fine [Name]…” I responded softly.
She shot up with a look of shock on her face.
“H-How do you know my name?!” She gasped.
“I’ve heard a lot of things about you….” This was a lie; I had tried to find out as much as I could about her, but not once had this BOY come up in my research. “You’re [Name] [Last Name] from Trost, you graduated 4th of your class.”
I reached out to touch her shiny hair and grabbed a soft [h/l][h/c] lock and brought it to my lips. Her hair smelled of flowers… [Name] was suddenly pulled away from me. I slowly looked up to see Jean glaring at me and [Name] with a look of slight horror on her face.
“Why did you do that?” I frowned.
“Who are you?” Jean said harshly.
[Name] looked at me, obviously confused and also wanting to know who I was.
“I’m Lance Corporal Rivaille and I expect to be treated with respect.” I stated calmly.
Jean narrowed his eyes but nodded. [Name] didn’t move or even make a sound, she just stared at me.
“Of course, sir!” [Name] finally spoke.
I could feel a smile tugging at my lips but I kept my face hard and cold.
“Good. I expect great things from you [Name]…” I said as I turned around.
It had been six weeks since I had made contact with [Name]. I sat at my desk doing paperwork when I heard a knock at my door.
“Who is it?” I asked slightly agitated.
“I-It’s Cadet [Last Name]!” [Name]’s voice uncertainly responded.
She was here..[Name] was visiting me… I couldn’t be happier.
“Come in.” I tried to keep my face stoic.
The door creaked open and she walked in. [Name] had a slight blush covering her beautiful face.
“I-I’m sorry to bother you sir, but Captain Hanji needs to speak to you..” She stuttered.
“Tell her I’ll be there in a minute.” I grunted.
She nodded and began to leave. When the door closed I let out a breath. What could Hanji possibly need? I finished signing one of the many papers and got up from my desk and fixed my uniform. I locked the door to my office and proceeded to walk down the hall. I turned a corner and saw Hanji talking to Eren.
“HANJI!” I sternly called.
When Hanji saw me she immediately ran over with a smile on her face.
“[Name] said you needed to talk to me.” I said.
“Ah, yes… Jean has mentioned to me that you acted very odd the first time he and [Name] met you,” I frowned at the mention of Jean’s name. “and I’ve found some ‘interesting’ things in your dorm.”
“What do you mean ‘interesting’?” I coldly asked.
“Well, I found these..” Hanji pulled out some of my writings about [Name].
My eyes widened and I grabbed them out of her hand. If anyone found these I’d be dead. These were all of my fantasies I had had about[Name], some disgusted me to read back to myself.
“I won’t give a second thought about killing you..” I glared at Hanji.
She gulped and nodded. I turned around to begin the short walk back to my office. On the way back I saw two figures in front of my door, I narrowed my eyes and picked up my pace. As I came closer it was obvious the two were in the middle of ‘making out’ as I had heard some cadets say.
“Hey you two, break it up!!” I yelled down the hall.
The two broke apart and my heart dropped when I saw who it was. It was [Name] and Jean…… Words cannot express the anger I felt… I wanted to rip off Jean’s head and then claim [Name] as my own..
“Cadets [Last Name] and Kirschtein, please come here now!” I demanded.
They both looked shocked but hurried over to me. When they were in front of me I let a sneer onto my face.
“This is the second time I’ve caught you two doing something like that…. Never let it happen again! [Name] come with me to my office I need some help.” I snapped.
[Name]’s eyes widened but she nodded vigorously. I began to walk ahead and heard her following. I unlocked the door and let [Name] in.
“Close the door behind you.” I grumbled.
She shut the door and sat in a chair in front of my desk.
“S-so what was it you needed help with, sir?” [Name] asked innocently.
I sat in my chair and put one leg on top of the other.
“Are you and Kirschtein lovers?” I asked.
“I-I’m not sure what this has to do with anything…” She stuttered.
“Just answer the question.” I ordered.
“W-Well, yes..” She blushed.
I let out a low growl.
“That’s not what I wanted to hear, [Name].” I barked.
[Name] looked at me, confused.
“You are MINE…” I whispered.
I got up and walked over to her. [Name] seemed frozen in shock. I began to unbutton her shirt when she began to struggle.
“N-no sir! Please I don’t like you in that way..” she cried.
“Shut up! I’ve been wanting this since the first time I saw you… Don’t think that I’d have second thoughts about killing that THING you call a lover!! You belong to me [Name]…” I glared at her.
I threw [Name] to the floor. Today was the day I could live out my fantasies. I pinned her arms above her head and began to kiss her neck. [Name] began to whimper and struggle beneath me. When she did this I could feel my pants grow tighter and I bit down harder. [Name] gasped and begged me to stop.
“No [Name], you stop, or it’ll be the end for your lover…” I muttered breathily into her ear.
At this she stopped struggling and stayed quiet. I smirked. All of my dreams had come true… [Name] was finally mine….